i'm telling darkness from lines on you

I’m sorry that I’ve ran out of meaningful first times to share with you That awkward...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 02:01:40 -0400

I’m sorry that I’ve ran out of meaningful first times to share with you

That awkward first kiss and the blood stained bedsheets would have been more worth it with you

I’m sorry that this new experience for you will be an old one for me and that you’re nervous and I’m not

I’m really sorry that you’re in love with someone that can’t be nervous about first times with you

I’m really sorry you’re in love with me

what happened

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 13:26:23 -0400

I’m just really really stupid and my parents are like really upset because I went out and I promised them I’d be home by 11 and to not worry and wait up but I lied and I went somewhere I shouldn’t have with people my mom doesnt know and got home like at 2 am and I wasn’t answering my phone so my mom started to worry and idk I’ve just made a lot of mistakes and I guess they’re finally catching up to me and idk what to do and I really hate myself because I’m so stupid

crap crap crap what did I do oh my god what am I doing no no no no no no

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 23:41:52 -0400

crap crap crap what did I do oh my god what am I doing no no no no no no

I just got home and I hate myself and my parents probably hate me too and tonight wasn’t even...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 02:38:28 -0400

I just got home and I hate myself and my parents probably hate me too and tonight wasn’t even fun and I just feel really gross and I am dumb and irresponsible and whatever I’m a bad person

I still really really like you and that’s mostly the reason why I hate myself so much

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 23:12:12 -0400

I still really really like you and that’s mostly the reason why I hate myself so much

you always try to come back into my life at the wrong times and before I would have been totally...

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 00:50:21 -0400

you always try to come back into my life at the wrong times and before I would have been totally okay with this because I mean you were such a big part of my life and I really felt some strong things for you and we did a lot together and had a lot of very, very nice experiences together but I was just starting to get used to not having you around and to make it even worse you are very drunk and you’re not going to mean this when you’re sober and I don’t deserve this